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Bismillah..
Time after time,life always change..at least it was rare to get it on the same position.
And human do thinking,to keep their brain survive.Like me now,,find activity to analyze my life lately,it is do thinking.
Hm,,life not always perfect.Sometimes too many fortunate come,,but at another time they may go.Just life.
When u lost something that precious for u,,for example u broke up with ur lover..Try to think,maybe he/she wasn’t suit enough to ur next life,simple.
Maybe fall in love with him/her was a wrong way to know the right one,,hehe a lil’ bit cruel..
At least u have too much time to being success bcos since the time u broke up,,the single day means u have total time to make up ur life,to get busy with ur project,ur study,and ur believe,,uww really positive thinking.
Or,sometimes we have to meet the bitter one,and bcos of that,a little sugar become as sweet as 1kg sugar,,the point is,,the bad times can make us being thankful with every little thing we’ve got after that,,i like the last one.

I believe,,alone is so yesterday word,bcos..Allah is The One when u have no one. The Lord’s love is more than enough to play this life.
So,get ur move..

nOw here,,time sHowing 22.12
i’m nOw on CCRC in my campus,still with other workaholic people who often sleep late.And want it or not,it infected to me too…huhuw…
well,,my life is getting more complicated,,so little time too much to do.
Practice in labs,,practice reports,,pkm,,tired enough but i enjoy it.
Young generation aren’t sleep too much…hehehe…
Ganbatee for u guys..
(uda pd mu pulang,,jd nanggung ni blog)

hari ini aku bgn pagi..mengulat seperti belut..lalu beranjak mandi…kt bu kosqu,mandikuw cepat sekali..aku dibilang bebek coba..oh bu kos perhatian sekali…apakah dy tw aku suka bebek?!
lalu aku jmput karlin..ibu satu itu sdh tdk sabar menantikuw..pasti dy sdh teramat kgn padaquw…tp tnyata krn aq telat jmput dy..hahaha mangap y buk..sesampai dkampus..oh…mendadak praktikum…lebih enak mendadak cantik…tp tnp dadakan toh aq sdh bgini…
cantik..hahaha….
krn praktikum dadakan,,aq hrs kmbali kkost ambil jas lab…sm kenyot yg bawel,barbar,dan fandal..tiap aq ngerem mndadak helmquw dgaplok coba..pnts cm aq yg mencintai dy sepenuh hati..krn aq terlahir sabar,,dan cantik pstnya…
skrg dy dah marah2.soalnya praktikum dah ampir mulai..
*lanjutan abis praktikum*
hoho..praktikumnya asik sekali…prktkm farmasetika bikin sediaan obat..td tuh bwt pulvis sm pulveres..slain mlatih kmampuan bikin obat,,prktkm td pun juga melatih pmbntukan otot2 tgn..krn nggerus (ngulek) mulu,,sygnya, yg bkal jd otot,cm tgn kanan aja;p.trus aq keilangan personil,,gelas arloji knp kmu mnghilang..(T.T)
skrg,saia b’ada dCCRC(Cancer Chemoprevention Research Center),mlakukan hal penting yg sangat ilmiah,,nulis blog!heuheu…
well,,hr ini panjang sekali…

muk2lg ngaps yah..

fiuhh….

i think my day weren’t good.i feel i’m being a short-tempered person lately.And still can’t being an on-time person too(eventhough i just spent a little time for take a bath;p).And for several things i couldn’t feel satisfy with what i did or something comes to me(T.T).

i wanna disappear from place i’m standing now…really get tired with my routine..people around me..

when i sent a message to my bestfren at senior-high-school,,throw up everything i felt..and she reminds me again,,she felt that it wasn’t me,,that can’t relief positive-negative from some1 else,,oh dear,is it really me?!thanx for reminds me again..

i miss the time when others relief to take me as i’m.being a really arum.refuse what i don’t want.and fall for something i want.

lele,echy,edun,dindin,cengah,wesu,,,i really miss uuuuu….(;":),lucky me i’m still have dayak here;’).

we will always fight together rite?!^^

__i’mpendingmyplantotakearestwhilei’mrunning__

huba..huba…

every routine moved so fast..but something missing with my last four days…hiks(;";)…

anyway..i enjoy my full day,although i hv free day less..dunno way,but it notice me that i have another chance to raising up my life..at least to re-light my obsessions..

when fails were never absent,,it feels like the fortune angel was disappear from my life

there always unfortunate moments in life..but the failed one comes, taught me to be more relief,,cuz everything I’d got in this world weren’t permanent either happy or sadness.

the obsession always remind me not to bring my self down if i failed.From nothing to be something..

__thankAllahi’mstillrunning__

All of the problems recently remind me to being more mature and tryin’ to see every case with different vision.

Begin from my chemical analyze mark that out of my expect,next, yesterday,,I’d lost my mobile phone at station,,and the first thing i felt was the guilty feeling with my parents.I know everyday they always work really hard for my sister and me.And,,i was careless to keep my stuff.Hicks i do really sorry(;":)

And,today everybody seems angry to me.

I hate to being an outspoken girl to tell everyone that i do realize not to repeat my mistake again.So just let me keep tryin’…and don’t ask about my Principe or my commitment cuz i don’t have a plan2change it.                                                                 Sometimes,we should to walk on the wrong way to know where the right one is.And,learn by it.

Well,problems may sudden come and hard to go,,but finally they will being a past and become a memory.Take it simply(sure u can do).

__runnin’faster__

fuHh…again.

aLL i’d dOne waSn’t makE me satisfy,perfectly disSapOinteD.

Why did i reaLize every impOrtant tHings late..Maybe i cOuLd cHanged it if i ‘wOke up’ earLier

aNd,now all my effort seems nOthing.

dO i still haVe a innOcent faCed tO pass tHis inspite of i knOw the trOubLemaker was me?!aRrrrrrgHhhhh…..

i knOw,,i haVe tOo mUch BIG pLans in life,,i tHought it in eVery incH seriOusly,bUt,,i didn’t dO as the beSt as i caN.

All i need now arE a brave heart,,release things were fail and keep mOve on…but ugh,,,they aren’t eAsy…

is it rigHt to keep my perfectiOnis on tHis?!sOmebody tell me,which onE is the best?neveR feels satisfy oR feels satisFy so fast?!

hOpe the others will much better.AMIN

__idon’twanttostoprunning__

beKasi is fuLL city..

btw,,i likE to maKe ‘my nU activity’ becOme my dUe loVely hObby(hobby is fOr fUn rOom,nOt duE;p). That was…reaDing!Ok,tOo standard isn’t it? So let’s be mOre sPecific..

bcOz,,eVerybOdy’s heArt iZ waitin’4 my beSt seLLer bOoks;p(aMiiiiiin),sO i mUst taKe it seriOus.

1st.being a cRazy bOoks hUnter(spend much for books,less for fashiOn,,can i????^^)

2nd.reAd everything,,whether it primbon book,redtrafficlamp newspapers(censored;p),recipe book,billboard,etc

3rd.being mOre sensitive with Indonesia’s stories,war,disaster,or whatever(reAd newspapers for supply)

4th.reAding bOoks at anywhEre

5th.write everythings in ur mind,everything u see,everything u curious,everything u heard.

6th.makE resUme aftEr u reAd something

7th.find ur oWn traDemark–inspiring by another is Ok,but dunnO being plagiary

8th.cHeat other success people effectively,,being the setter not only the follower

9th.create da new ‘brain language’

10th.learn more abOut indOnesian language structure–maYbe i shouLd make appointment with my ju-hi-school teacher,Mrs.Imah-> da beSt indOnesian teaCher i known

11st.wriTe bLogS continuously,,or shOuLd i make buLLetin too to distributing wHat in my minds;p?!bcOs,it’s wonderful 2write sOmething and get a little responses(althOugh crimE respOnses frOm…hoho^^)

12th.guarantee ur brain not to let it empty,,think everything with many possibility

13th.put ur dream on the top list for everything,,and burn ur spirit always!!

"oUr greatEst gLory is nOt in neVer faLLing..but,in rising everytime we fall"

___now I’m taking a start position to run___

yUp…!!!i’d have dOne my finaL test….

hOpe my effoRt will pay back..tawakal for it before and after..

nOw i can tHink sLower..hoho..

btw,,i must take decision soon for da concentrate of my major,,between clinic or industry..

last time,i’d hv shared with my lecture,and I’ve simply conclusion about it..

for clinic,,if i want2 work at hospital.Make drugs by doctor receipts,,stand by there as long as possibly,,take around amillion for salary(as my little knowledge bout it know),,have social interactions with another(improve my speech ability2make sure others),,under doctor control(hard to develop own self),,and now,the regulations bout pharmacy are sick.need our hands to help but,,,how long to solve it?!

for industry,,it offer more chances to develop pharmacists,,spend my young life time at lab,,possibility to kill my self when organic synthesis test,,more knowledge when I’ve past the study time(cuz during one year profess time,industry also get da clinic subjects),,possibility 2get millionSssS salary(please don’t put this at the top priority,room!),more biology(uuuw luph it),,and finally can hv drug store also.

so…da decision isss……

not yet..

thinking it slowly,,through other opinions,,istikharah pray,,observes,,and…..wangsit!!hahaha kidding inside xp

May Allah help me to choose and perseverance me bout everything I’ll take.Amin..

"whether u believe u can or whether u believe u can’t,, u’re absolutely right"

__let’srun__

finaL teSt mndeKat……

saAtnya meSin otaK dipanaSkan…

saatnya hanDout2 berteBaran…

saatnya memaKsimaLkan kaPasitaS O2 otaK…

bjUang2 generAsi mUda…deMi keUtuhan NKRI(kata muk duduy)..

yang qt perLu sekarang,,cUma kaki yang akan bjalan lebiH jauh dari biasanya

tangan yang akan berbuat lebiH banyak dari biasanya

maTa yang akan menatap lebiH lama dari biasanya

lapisan tekad yang seribu kali lebih keras dari baja

hati yang akan bekerja keras lebih dari biasanya

serta bibir yang akan selalu berdOa

(5cm)

entaH bagaimanapun arUsnya…

gak boLeh nyeraH…!!

ganbatte kudasai..!!!^o^